Tuesday, March 15, 2011

ehhhhhh

its really hard to write lately guys, i just am having a hard time being inspired. usually when i am depressed and down i have an endless supply of dreadful poems, and bitter notes. not so much anymore. i have been trying to write, almost everyday, and its just not working out, nothing in my life is happening that makes me want to produce words that can evoke emotion. i am finally doing things for me, maybe a little selfish but its felt nice for a while. but the more i do for myself, the more people are upset with me. the more i try to smile through this pain, the more havic comes into my life. so what am i trying to live for?

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