amnesia

Remember the nights I stayed up all night crying? The time I wrote words just to keep my soul from dying? Remember all I did for you, the things I gave up hoping? The silent sacrifices keeping me from coping? Remember the tears I shed, the prayers I whispered to help me help you? The words I wrote the songs I sang in silence just for you. Remember the night I sat in silence, pondering listening for answers? They never came, and I’m to blame, I should have found those answers. Remember the fights I fought in your defense? I never relent. Remember remember, all that I gave, my heart, my love, my strength, all for you, all for us. You don’t remember, because you’re gone, and I’m here, standing alone in a storm of the mess you left me in.