Many things have been going on these last few days, maybe even weeks. The same thought, the same decision that we both fear has been at the back of our minds for a long time. And all I can think about is the pain that comes with that thougth. What I havent been thinking about is the fact that it doesnt HAVE to be sad, I cant assume I know what is to happen. Because I dont. It could go my way. But in any case. What right do I have to waste the time that I know I have left, fearing what could be?
I dont. What I now realize is that I need to realize that I can make everything right. There is always a way. And with this, I want to make sure that I find it. I love you too much not too. I wont just let go, not this time, not with you.
You are the one thing that is keeping me so happy and fully content with my life. The one thing that makes me look forward to the next day. The one man in my life I feel I can trust with my life (other than my dad). You are the one thing I REFUSE to lose. I love you.
"Beautiful Love" by the Afters
Far away, I feel your beating heart
All alone, beneath the crystal stars
Staring into space, what a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you
[chorus]
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for awhile?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love, my beautiful love
Larger than the moon, my love for you
Worlds collide as heaven pulls us through
The secret of the world is written in the stars
I'm carrying your heart in mine
[chorus]
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for awhile?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love
Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe our love will catch like fire
As it burns through me
[3x]
[chorus]
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for awhile?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
[2x]
My beautiful love
La la la la love
La la la la love
My beautiful
La la la la love
La la la la love
My beautiful love
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