Rise Back

I'm holding myself back,
Imagining things that I lack,
Maybe not the reality,
Yet he picks up my slack.

I feel so alone, but why?
I ask the tears as I cry,
I know how to heal,
So why don't I?

Life is no longer drifting,
So many things are shifting,
My hearts throbbing,
My minds lifting.

I want that love again,
Rise back from that slump again,
Ready to let it happen,
and to let somebody in.

I need stability,
need the ability,
to feel comfort,
peace and nobility.