I don't know how to write

I don't know how to write, My muse,
my inspiration, Said goodnight,
then he turned out the light.
I feel dark, why is it so light?

You say that you don't love me
Why don't you try to love me,
We all make mistakes please
someone to come and hug me

The one thing to inspire me was you,
And now your gone. And my desire
Is still here, a burning fire you try to douse
with my tears from when I cry

where did it go? My will to scribble,
My pen and paper, are in a dribble,
Go for that hoop To remind
me, of when I was little

I would dream of my knight in
Scrounged clothing, but still glowing
I would dream of my rescue and
Ohhhh How I would love him

Now that I'm older, I'm so much older
I realize that it's deceiving To think he is
coming, I have to chase him Track him down
and embrace him Because when I do I will wake up

From this nightmarish he'll that engulfs me
It cuts,  and threatens and  it pulls me
Apart. This hazy downward spiral that Pulls me,
my prince will teach me how to let go and be free

for one day this unrequited love will not be,
and your lack will not drive me
And I will have HIM standing by me,
And you'll happy, or just me