My Name Is...

My name is Paige Marie Loudon. I originate in the Amazing state of California. At LEAST half of my childhood was spent in to H20 of my pool. I started swimming at the ripe age of two. My friend group sounded like the opening of a joke, we were the mormon(me), the Born-Again Christian (Jocelyn), and the Jew (Hannah). And even though we saw the world in very different ways, we got along EXTREMELY well. My Grandparents on my fathers side lived close, and although my grandma seemed like she lost it a long time ago, she beat us in every card game we ever played! I have moved, let's see, four times, from places like Wisconsin, and California, to Sandy, Utah. Twelve years into my life we moved from gloriously WARM Redding, California, to SHELTERED and COLD Alpine, Utah. I have played the guitar for the past 2.5 years of my life. I have had my heart broken twice, and counting. I thought that I had felt love, I was wrong. I have friends, sometimes I wonder. Music is one of the biggest parts of my life. My sister is my best friend. I hate pictures. I have some sort of warm beverage every morning on the way to the bus. I think deeper than is healthy for any teenage girl. I cry myself to sleep, and sometimes I dont even know why. I cant wait to move out, and on with my life. I LOVE holding hands, there is just something about it that makes me so happy. I cant stand people who cant get over themselves! I love to write, I keep a detailed Journal, My other blog, and I have many other journals just full of my writing. I like closure, and if I dont get it, I go insane. Now I am 16.5, and 17 in March. I love driving. I miss my friends! This is my life.