Leather Jacket!

This is my new Leather Jacket. Okay, so if you want the truth, it's actually "pleather". But I still think its Pimpin'! I know, imma poser, but what do you expect? I couldn't help but put on the red lip gloss. It was fun, and I was bored. YES, this is one of the things that I got for Christmas. Among that, I recieved a book called "Briar Rose", a pedicure, a manicure, and a gift card! The new year is coming! WHOOT WHOOT!

My Christmas Thoughts.

Last night when I went to bed with new sweats for my "jammies" I couldn't sleep. Now some of you might compare this age old problem to the anticipation of a child waiting for Santa Claus to come. But that would be utterly wrong. My stomach was hurting all night, and it was keeping me up! Not only that but my brother Adam, my sister Lauren, and I all slept in our living room by one of our trees. Lauren fell asleep almost instantly, and Adam was asleep off and on. But the freaking Gerbils that we have in our living room would not shut up! Anyway, I played solitaire on my i-pod until it was around 8:00 am. Then we went upstairs. Gathering by the stockings in my family room, we all began to sift through our goodies that were left by the Jolly Fat Man. Dad snapped a few pictures of us groggy children, and we all headed off for the front room where our main tree, and most importantly, our presents were! Now this year was by far not a huge Christmas, don't get me wrong, it wasn't as small as it could have been. We each got a few things but not as much as years past. As I sat there, everyone was searching for their presents, but me. I had probably just as many, but I just sat there and waited. I started to think, "This is it?", and then I thought " You know what, who cares? At least I have a Christmas. At least my family is all together. At least I have a warm home to live in. I need to be less selfish. I was happy before presents, I need to be even more happy AFTER presents.". After all the presents were opened we went and ate breakfast. But I couldn't get that off my mind. I felt guilty for having what many can't. But then I changed my attitude towards these thoughts. I wasn't having them to make myself feel guilty. I was having them to help myself feel grateful. I want us all to have a Fantastic Christmas and usher in the New Year with smiles of selflessness, and with the reality of what we truly have. Remember to think of those in need before we make a excessive list of what we need, or rather want. I wish you all a Merry Christmas, and an unoriginal Happy New Year!

Build-A-Sentence!

So tonight Sayer, Claire, and I hung out. We were really boring, and tired. But then somehow we randomly started playing a game where we go around the circle and say one word each to build sentences. It was so hilarious! After a while my sister Sierra came and joined us and threw some big words at us too! Here are the sentences we came up with:
- Light and rivers combined makes a spectacular shimmer plant.
- In Sicile there are gorillas everywhere, and monkeys like god boys.
- Gingerbread under my christmas patio stinks very bad.
- *Dear Mrs. Stopsign, Pretend that plankton have big eyeballs.*
- *Obscure stairs creep softly toward the heavens above dragons that spew nasty squirrels.*
- Few ogres mezmerize monkeys like grandmas' circus clowns.
- Green dandelions become mountain lions before hunnika.
- *Believe everyting when whspered campshafts, scream obsanities.*
- *Buzzkill happens during rugby if brains mush.*
- Floral cranberries enjoy bananas after breakfast.
- *Mirrors scare my nickers ON.*
- *As passion becomes death so does my mother.*
- Couches breathe upon eating baboons raw.
- *Euphoric species of developement consisting partially of organisms that excrete sticky saliva.*
- *Camels Mastickate those darn purple peons when interrupted by mysterious, fat imposters.*
- Fire sparks sometimes in my stomache.
- Slap my silly sucker in muscle fiber fingers.
- *Blind snowmen with sad barbies make convenient babies.*
- *Grass rashes tickle tummies and evoke naughty laughter.*
- Trees carry bubbly diseases, like happiness under my favorite hand.
- *Rainbows horrify realistic realities about unicorns that support crazy crabs.*
- Please Provide Popular Pigeons Previously Promoted Particularly Pleasently.
- *Corners and Round-abouts capitolize their market abilities for Macey's expensice lingerie.*
- *Beseeching nuns lead permiscuous bears to cadillacs, with bombs.*
- *Red rider evokes nasea after long spinning cycles of random dancing days and silly asylums.*
- Synchronizing their dips, carefully belly-flopping and sinfully indulging in colorful language, the beevers hid drugs.
- *Yoddling youngsters froliced freely through knives.*
- Cackling hobo's enthrawl amish insects with chains, poisonous pairs and hairy hommies.
- Freakish wolves shed large pustrials during lockdowns at malls.
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3 DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS!!!

Well its almost christmas and I dont necessarily feel in the christmasy mood. I mean i have gone caroling twice, baked christmas treats, decorated my house, and listen to christmas music a lot. But i still feel like Its too soon for christmas to come. I still have gift shopping to do for my siblings and parents. But my sister is home, and I guess that helps! SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN! (the freaking town of ALPINE, UTAH!) What do you guys want? I want WARMTH! haha okay, well I just dont liket he snow... MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT!!!

Past Regrets...

Everyone has regrets. Whether its forgeting to do your laundry yesterday, or letting yourself do something you know is wrong. For me, I regret a big portion of my life. Now, I might regret a lot of things, but some of those things have helped me learn, so I wouldnt take them back. But then there are those stupid things that I wish I could go back and fix it, or stop. Like, stop myself from getting myself into a waste of a relationship. Or stop myself at one visit. Possibly stop myself from dissapointing my parents so often. I would stop myself from becoming friends with certain people. And I would stop myself from trusting those who have betrayed me. I would stop myself from becoming a scarastic brat. But even through all these regrets that I keep open in my mind. I know that I need to move on. But how? Who knows, but I will move on. Eventually. I guess I just need to be more cautious of who I trust, and what I do. I dont care if you feel like you have learned anything from reading this, this is mostly for me. But if you have any regrets, or similar feelings dont hesitate to leave a comment!

LIKE A BANDAID???

So many of you who talk to me often, are aware of a certain boy that has been in my life. Well lately I have had to slow things down, for my parents, and me. There was jsut a lot of stuff that was crazy. I dont have problems with commitment, but TWO YEARS?!!? (if you know what I mean) Well recently I have discovered that my feelings for him are dwindling, and his for me are still strong. I didnt want to lead him on. He is a great kid, a cute kid, but he does a few things that drive me NUTS!!! So today, I decided to make it fast and hard, like a bandaid. I told him I was done. I felt horrible, and I still feel bad, cuz I think I hurt him, bad. But you know what? HE is a good guy, and some girl is going to come along and love him better then I could. Besides... I like someone else... I think :D

The Beast of a game

Well we may have lost our first game, and pretty badly if I do say so myself. But last night we WON! It was an intense game, a lot of fouling going on, constant breaks, and steals. I didnt get to look at our statistics, but I think I made two shots with one or two foul shots.
We figured out our team name! We were much inspired by Brooklyn, she kept telling us to be Beasts. Thus our new name, The BEAST... Yeah, it should strike fear into you. If not, you should go get your reflexes checked!
Jaz made a lot of shots, good lay-ups, etc. She played a good game! Say got a bunch of steals and a few shots! She played awesome, especially since she was sick! Allyse (I hope that is how you spell it) was a Lifesaver! She was a wall under the basket and she made quite a few good shots too! Britney Was a beast too under the basket! We played a pretty decent game!!!
The final score was 34-35!

My Name Is...

My name is Paige Marie Loudon. I originate in the Amazing state of California. At LEAST half of my childhood was spent in to H20 of my pool. I started swimming at the ripe age of two. My friend group sounded like the opening of a joke, we were the mormon(me), the Born-Again Christian (Jocelyn), and the Jew (Hannah). And even though we saw the world in very different ways, we got along EXTREMELY well. My Grandparents on my fathers side lived close, and although my grandma seemed like she lost it a long time ago, she beat us in every card game we ever played! I have moved, let's see, four times, from places like Wisconsin, and California, to Sandy, Utah. Twelve years into my life we moved from gloriously WARM Redding, California, to SHELTERED and COLD Alpine, Utah. I have played the guitar for the past 2.5 years of my life. I have had my heart broken twice, and counting. I thought that I had felt love, I was wrong. I have friends, sometimes I wonder. Music is one of the biggest parts of my life. My sister is my best friend. I hate pictures. I have some sort of warm beverage every morning on the way to the bus. I think deeper than is healthy for any teenage girl. I cry myself to sleep, and sometimes I dont even know why. I cant wait to move out, and on with my life. I LOVE holding hands, there is just something about it that makes me so happy. I cant stand people who cant get over themselves! I love to write, I keep a detailed Journal, My other blog, and I have many other journals just full of my writing. I like closure, and if I dont get it, I go insane. Now I am 16.5, and 17 in March. I love driving. I miss my friends! This is my life.